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[Oh? Hijrikawa was confessed to? Good going.]

I would ask for some time to think about my feelings and then search for them to see how I truly feel about the person. Then I would give them the answer, whether its a positive or a negative one.

And then... how would you search for them?

I'd think about all of the things I've done with them and thought about how I felt when we talked or did something.

[Oh... that is an oddly profound answer. And it has Masato sighing because he's never actually met with this person face to face and all of their conversations have gone horribly.]

...I see.

Hmm? Is there something else you're worried about in this situation?

Unfortunately so... Our last conversations haven't been the most ideal. Going by that criteria, this wouldn't end pleasantly.

I'm... trying to think on my next step from here.

Huh. That sounds complicated.

I think you should think carefully. This isn't something you can decide easily.

A little.

Do you think it would be inappropriate if I arranged a face-to-face meeting with them?

[He doesn't want to call it a date, but it'd practically be a date.]

If that helps you make a decision, then no, not at all.

[He's been trying to think about who would confess to Hijirikawa. He knows it's most likely not Haruka. Most likely not Mitsuki either... wait a second.]

Though one thing you should also remember think about is... if you have feelings for anyone else and then see which feelings are stronger.

So if there are... feelings for others... I need to arrange multiple meetings. It'd be fairest.

[He sighs.]

This... is all quite complicated.

As long as you don't go on a date with all of them at once... it should be alright.

A... d-date?! W-w-who said it would be called a date?!

A date can also mean a casual meeting, you know.

O-oh... You're right.

[But at the rate he's going, it's probably a date-date anyway.]

Romantic emotions are... complicated.

Only if you make them complicated.

I imagine so...

I'm a little concerned with the idea of inviting multiple individuals out... I've never asked anyone out.

It'll be fine. You're friends. [At least... he hopes you are.] It's normal to hang out.

I... guess so. I've never actually hung out with him before, though. We'll see how it goes.

... ...

[Wait. Did he really just hear...]

Him?

--ah, um...

Yes. He's a male.

... and are you into males?

I... don't know.

I've never really... considered the possibility, until recently.

... huh.

[What do you say to that. He was fine with talking about romantic stuff when Hijirikawa seemed straight.

It's not like he has nothing against gay people or anything... but he's not sure if he wants to or can be an advisor if he needs to advice on how to charm guys-

Wait, he's not even sure if he's into males. Maybe there's still hope.]

Seeing how you react around Mitsuki, I'd say that the possibility of you liking guys is slim... though I guess it exists if you're bothered by this.

I... guess. To be honest... I'm not quite certain how to feel about any of this.

['???' is a perpetual state of mind.]

[You're not the only one, Hijirikawa. You're definitely not the only one. This is almost like the time when the anonymous poster rated --

...

It couldn't be, right?]

This isn't the same guy who posted that anonymous, embarrassing thing of you a while back, right?

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